not much going on today. Doesn't seem like there ever is lol I can't seem to leave my xanga background alone. I really liked my Simplicity one but the pictures were messing up. And I liked the one before this, the moon one, but the player messed up. It didn't play my player, it played the one embedded into the code, and I didn't know what to delete to take it out. So I changed layouts again. I like this one though. It's rather funny. The only thing I don't like is the side bar on the left. It cuts off some of the boxes for some reason. Booooo I started playing this MMO called Holy Beast. It's not too bad I suppose but it's not all that interesting. It's alright I suppose.
Anyway, I'm just chilling in the commons area right now, writing in the binder and writing in my blog and having my feet be cold ._. I changed my schedule today. I dropped Intro to Latin 2. Foreign languages and I just don't mix... so I'm taking art history crit. instead. Im gonna take French when I get to Austin so Chris can help me lol I am sooo lazy and sooo bad at foreign languages.
Well, just chilling at my cousins apartment watching Fool's Gold. Matthew is sooo sexy. And he's shirtless a lot in this movie. mmmm yummy We watched Ice Age Dawn of the Dinosaurs before this and I fell in love with Diego again lol So I'm currently drawing a female saber tooth for him <_< don't judge me... Um, not much going on really. I love my cousin's apartment xD She has five cats! Tiger, Peanut Butter (who I have named S&M Cat), Whiskers, Isabella and Firefly. They are all very affectionate <3 I want to steal one!
ahhh sexual frustration go! mmm So I've been looking at too many hot guys lately. I watched a movie just to see Richard Gere make out. Oh god, he's so hot. Especially when he kissed her. I want a kiss like that sometime. ahhhh why is he sooo sexy??? *does not understand*
ok, seriously, I should not be allowed to go home. I get a little loopy around my friends. Just ask Chris and Noe. I am soo weird. And I need help. Of the sexual sort. But I want a boyfriend who I care about first. I will hold onto my virginity dammit! I don't want to look back and regret it later! rah!
...
sooo
Im leaving Saturday and I'm gonna spend the night at my cousin's house. It shall be of the fun-ness cause I wont have to deal with Micheal or Tony, my two idiotic cousins, cause my smart cousin moved out and I'm staying at her place. She is also the perfect height for an armrest when we're standing. It's so perfect it's...creepy :0 it's like she was made to be my arm rest!!! lol she would so hit me if I said that in front of her. Cause she's older than me but shorter. She calls me beanstalk but I don't really mind, so her insult is ineffective ho ho ho!
fml So, I really want to just lose my virginity. But I don't want to lose it to just anyone. I would like it be someone I trust or at least like somewhat. But... I really want sex too. auuuugh And I realized how
I realized how stupid I am and how I need to find a guy who probably isn't into video games. So when I talk to him about something he doesn't derail off into video games or say he wants to go play pool rather than dance. I mean, I'm all for having fun, but not when I want to talk seriously about something or if it's a moment between us.
augh anyway, what I had actually realized was that I am really just plain clueless when it comes to things. And I don't want to be like that, yet I just don't seem to pick up on the small things. Like if a guy is flirting or if someone is high or drunk. I wish I wasn't like that but I don't really think there's anything I can do to change it either.
mmm not really doing much, I suppose. Today I slept until about 9, which is when my alarm went off. But I turned it off and slept until 11. Then I got up. Didn't go to Latin. I had to work on my paper for Writing. I also wanted to finish registration. I have my courses for next semester. Latin II on Monday, Wednesday, Friday. 11-11:50 I believe Intro to Archaeology Intro to Astrology US History: pre-Columbus to civil war era Intro to American Politics Those last four classes are all on Tues and Thurs and they start at around... noon, I think, and end at 6ish. it shall be awesome. mmmm I really want to play a game where you raise your own pet. I shall go look for one...
